I definitely get where Shanna is coming from. We have all been there, the place where after a major relationship ends badly we question our own ability to make the right choices in the future. And I know we have all had at least one fantasy where we fall in love (lust?) together with someone else and eat, sleep, and breathe hot sex with that person like there was no alarm clock in the morning. Mix it all up together with the ex that will never, never let go and you have one fun read.